Toeing the Line . . .Workin' for da Man

Yep.  I'm now a governmental employee with great benefits. I've always worked in the private or non-profit sector, this is my first experience in a public entity, and it's a whole different world.  I'm used to making my own decisions, running my own department and gettin' it done.  Now, I have to ask for permission, fill out a form, and go through the proper chain of command.  I don't know how many times I've heard "ask your supervisor" over this first week.  It's a large organization, I understand there has to be rules & regulations and policies & procedures when dealing with that many employees and departments, and I'm willing to try.

While I loved the flexibility and autonomy of my previous positions, they also lacked clear direction and boundaries.  I think this is my chance to grow.  Sarcasm, whimsy, eclecticism is part of my persona, but maybe it's limited me professionally.  I know my mouth has gotten me in trouble over the years and I've often said things off the cuff.  I'm ready to move beyond that.  There is a place for me in this government world without giving up my "me-ness".  I'm leaving the funny signs at home and going with office décor that still shows my personality.  I'm dressing a little nicer but still in my unique style.  While I love to throw my pajamas or lounge wear on as soon as I get home, I've always loved to dress up too.  I feel confident and optimistic as I start this new endeavor.  Sure, it will take some getting used to not lone-wolfing it but I will learn my role in this organization and thrive within it. 

But for my blog, well eff that, I'll say whatever the eff I want.